Starting over. I made it through the morning then had an emotionally devastating conversation; not because of what was said but because of what wasn’t. I also had to babysit and my mother decided to order pizza for the kids. I decided day one was not a good day to try to avoid eating pizza while distracting myself from the whirlwind of questions and emotions in my head and heart. So last night I had a slice of chicken pizza, a slice of tomato pizza, and a sprite. I felt extremely guilty and it reinforced my decision to stick with the cleanse and not cheat at all. So, I’ve done my saltwater flush (ewww) and am sipping my lemonade. I actually really like the stuff and think it will be easier now that I don’t have much to do and nowhere to go for the next couple days. The most stressful thing I have going is emailing and calling around in an effort to find a job.
