Reality came crashing down around me this morning as I watched him walk out the door with his coat, luggage, and my heart. I have never felt pain like this and could not have imagined the physical ache that would accompany his leaving. I knew it was going to happen but a part of me didn’t want to believe it and another part hoped he would take me with him. I have never stopped loving him, no matter what I have tried to say, and don’t think I ever will.
D you are my heart, my soul, my universe. I will love you till the day I die. Every day I will live with the pain of knowing that you are gone forever. When you hugged and kissed me goodbye, I wished something in you would wake up and you would feel the same as I do. That you would know that we shouldn’t be apart. But you didn’t and now you’re gone forever and I will never be the same.
