I don’t quite know why, but some days I just feel it too much. This is one of those days. The kind where every breath is difficult and the pain in my heart is overwhelming. I miss D so much.
I wish that things were different, that we hadn’t gotten so far off track. I wish that I could find my way home to him. Maybe someday I’ll figure out the way, or maybe I’ll finally figure out how to stop these feelings. For now I wait and live in my pain.
